Thread: Eurgh...Yep, im off on one again :p

Well today has been crap to say the least.
I had to go to the hospital for some tests and I found out im 3 inches shorter than i tought i am, and im 7 pounds heavier than i thought i was.
Which is depressing.
And my toning up excercises arent working as well as i want em too.

So anyone got any toning up tips?

Or, tips to stop me feeling shit about myself, which would probably be more useful hehe.
Especially when some slobby scabby nurse has dashed the tiny bit of confidence i had by telling me, basically, that my diet isnt working :yuk:

By the way, dont want ya'll thinking im pathetic, so i dont COMPLETELY hate myself, i just have my moments where, to me, everyone is skinnier, better loking, has bigger bobs, etc than me.
I KNOW we all have those moments, so dont deny it!

Ooo, one last thing, this post is for dear Broomy, seen as she enjoys a good giggle at my moaning
Thank you for the mamary media Broomy hehe.

Tallula T
xxoo

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Originally Posted by Tallula Torture

Ooo, one last thing, this post is for dear Broomy, seen as she enjoys a good giggle at my moaning
Thank you for the mamary media Broomy hehe.

Tallula T
xxoo

Tallula, my darling, I may jest, humour is how I deal with some of the things that I see at work, but I don't take the p***. Down is a horrible place to be, if a joke or two, lifts you, that's good, and if it doesn't then come back and tell me, for there is nothing I want more than to see you, and everyone else, to be happy.
You got my message about my friend's masectomy? That dear lady gave me some valuable advice that I shall always treasure, she said:
"Happiness is wanting that which already have."
So if having a good rant on here makes you feel better, good for you lady. I promise, there ain't no-one going to put you down for it. Everyone feels as you do, from time to time, even though they are reticent to share it.
Here's what I have experienced so far today:
A builder who fell from a ladder, I hope he won't be paralysed.
A teenager who spun her car over, fractured both legs.
An elderly lady who fell from her bed, my partner and I were the first people that she had spoken to in eleven days.
A truck driver, trapped in his cab.
And a small boy with a plastic toy stuck in his throat, that my have caused him to asphyxiate, but a thump on the sternum fixed that!
I am still at work, just having a break (sorry, bad pun) all of those people's misfortune's make me feel so grateful for the things in life that I have. Which is why you never see me 'down.' I just know so many a hundred times worse off than me.

Oh i know you dont take the piss Broomy!
But ya said my posts are a joy to read, so i dedicated it to you, my dear
Wow dare i ask where you work to have seen so many of peoples misfortunes?

Wow, Broomy. I have so much respect for you. There is no way I could do your job. :genius: I did a first aid course last year and even some of that scared me.

Tallula honey, I hope you're feeling better :hug: It sounds like you had a really rubbish day. Hope today was better?

I got your letter this morning. I was going to write my reply tonight but it got late very quickly, and tomorrow I'm performing so I will write it on Sunday. If it makes you feel better you are an absolutely amazing penpal! You must be just as keen as me to get replies written and sent out so quickly :lol:

ooo December reply quickly!!
I have some AMAZING news for you
Argh im soooooo excited hehe
xxoo

And yep, im feeling a LOT better, thank you.
I went to a burlesque show on saturday and it made me realise that i REALLY want to perform and that ALL shapes and sizes can be beautiful/sexy
xxoo

Broomy baby......your posts are always so much fun. You speaka da truth!!!!

Big love Broomy

kisses
PixieParasol

Originally Posted by Tallula Torture

Oh i know you dont take the piss Broomy!
But ya said my posts are a joy to read, so i dedicated it to you, my dear
Wow dare i ask where you work to have seen so many of peoples misfortunes?

Just like Lady Mamaris, soon to be Mamma Mamaris, I'm a paramedic in The Ambulance Service.
And as if to prove a point, I always jest about these things by saying:
If you have got to have an accident, then do it on the A31, somewhere on the Hants/Dorset border, so that I can arrange a bit of staff discount for you!:lol:

Tallula, I'll give you the advice that the beautiful Fifi La Bomb gave me when I was depressed after a performance: Give yourself an allotted time to beat yourself up about it, then dismiss it from your mind. So what you've been doing so far hasn't worked too well? Look at it positively - at least you know and you don't have to carry on with something that's not working. So now all you need to do is try something new. It's not the end of the world.

We do all feel down about ourselves at times. I went out to Silk Stocking the other night in a dress that I loved - but then I caught sight of my side view in a mirror and just felt like I was short, dumpy and bottom heavy. But I can pretty much guarantee that no one else there thought that about me. The way you see yourself is not how anyone else sees you. I'm jealous of your proportions, for one thing! I reckon you should post a full length shot of yourself and we'll all tell you what we think - and I'll be brutally honest with you, and I bet you'll be pleasantly surprised ...

Originally Posted by Fleur du Mal

I reckon you should post a full length shot of yourself and we'll all tell you what we think - and I'll be brutally honest with you, and I bet you'll be pleasantly surprised ...

I kinda like your idea Fleur, so ive posted some up, started a new thread and ya can all tell me the TRUTH (yes, i can handle it ) about what ya think of my figure.
Though, it could backfire BADLY hehe.
Tho btw, theyre taken by me, so theyre not too good.

Thank you very much Fleur, for your advice
xxoo

Originally Posted by Tallula Torture

ooo December reply quickly!!
I have some AMAZING news for you
Argh im soooooo excited hehe
xxoo

And yep, im feeling a LOT better, thank you.
I went to a burlesque show on saturday and it made me realise that i REALLY want to perform and that ALL shapes and sizes can be beautiful/sexy
xxoo

Ooh ooh ok, I still haven't got round to it but I will do it right now!